motivation: 0.

omg i have no desire to write this damned, damned, dirty phil of mind paper!

good days, bad days, you know i've had my share...

today is going to kick serious ass. 
i had minor freak out the other day, but i was able to settle down and realize that it comes from a fear of being incapable of depending upon others. i try not to anyway, but at times, it is impossible and unreasonable to do it all oneself. it is in these specific cases that I need to be very clear in my communication to others that i am depending upon them, not to perform some menial thing, but to ensure that my world doesnt crumble down in flaming ruin...

im soon off to breakfast with the A-Team (dan and Colin) and jenny might come join us. and the day will be filled with caffeinated paper writing and hopeful ruminations of the fertile minds of the drained undergraduate cadre.

That all days were like this. 

No Possible World

Well, I officially backed out of my crewing position in the Fireball world championships this coming May. This is a tremendously difficult decision for me to make. But I am quite certain that my wrist will not withstand two weeks of intense competition. My Doctor agrees with me. This does give me an opportunity to finish my degree requirements this summer, but that is minimal compensation to say the least.

So much writing left to do for this semester. Best get back to it.